gothygermanchick

personally I am not as upset as I was last nigh , I find that a good thing. I think I more mad than anything last night so I took it out on my keyboard [ referring to come ON ! not literally . that would be a dumb move ] but after a few nice [ wonderful ] dreams last nigh I calmed down a whole lot. yes I am still a little sad about my grandpa's passing , but that's unsaid. but im not going to cry or anything. death happens a lot in my family , so it s just a thing. as sad as that is , I learn to deal like the rest of my family. oh well at least this time around I have someone amazing to help me if needed. [ thanks craig ]

damn , everything was going so well and now this ??! I JUST had a wonderful chat with my amazing boyfriend , now , my grandmother calls saying my grandfather just pass away. WHY ON EARTH DID THAT HAVE TO HAPPEN TONIGHT!?!?!? I knew those dreams ment something , now the blood in them can be explained. and the thing was he didn't just passed away , HE WAS FUCKING KILLED IN A CAR ACIDENT !! WTF?!?!? yep , he was made into a stain on the road , and if the person who ran him over is reading this [ most unlikely ] THANKS FOR RUINING MY WONDERFUL EVENING YOU ASSHOLE!! I was so close to him too....>< GODDAMIT WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

joined at the hip never to be apart He is the one who stole my heart With both of our confessions so loving and true Craig davies I am the one for you. I truly and honestly love everything about you. The way you smile the way you laugh Its no wonder you stole my heart right then. I don't care that its missing  , I have yours . For us to be together is truly a galore . As long as your mine , I'm yours. <3